10 August 2009

I Miss You


I miss you every day, but today I am missing you more than usual. I don't know what's different about today. Just wondering what you'd be like. Around two years old. Walking. Talking. Beautiful curly hair and blue eyes. I miss you being here with our family. I wish I could hug you and rock you and kiss you. I MISS you. I miss you! Baby girl I want you here with me, with us. I wish your little brother could grow up with you. I want to be running around after you and wondering how I'm gonna keep keeping up with two. I want to hold you both in my arms and read bedtime stories. My heart hurts. I miss you SO much. What I wouldn't give to have you here, warm, soft, sweet, and precious in my arms. I want to squeeze you and kiss you and tell you how much I love you. I can imagine how it'd be to have you here. I'm day-dreaming about it and it is beautiful. Maybe it's selfish, but I want you here. I am not complete without you. I miss you, miss you, miss you, so so much.

4 comments:

...at the White house... said...

I love you. Sorry today is hard!

brigette said...

Oh how I can so relate!! I hate those tough days. It seems today is one of mine!! Know that I think of you often and am sending hugs!! Hope today is better!

mommy lady said...

I'm sorry, some days are hard, (((Huggs))) I wish she was here too!

mommy lady said...

I'm sorry, some days are hard, (((Huggs))) I wish she was here too!

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